I am absolutely what you would consider a violent lady I have never hit anyone, and I try my hardest not to get miserable or believe violent towards people.
When I get miserable, my natural instinct is to cut something around me, my dad always broke stuff when she got miserable, and I believe that I l acquired that poor habit from him. During my first argument with my wifey, I broke my first a/c unit. It was the end of Spring, and my wifey wanted myself and others to install the a/c unit. The two of us couldn’t afford a central a/c unit at the time. The two of us had a window a/c unit, and it was my job to carry the a/c unit down the steps from the attic. I successfully made it all the way down the stairs with the a/c unit without tripping or dropping the a/c unit, but as I approached the window, I stubbed my toe on the chair. I instantaneously got miserable, although I tried to hold it in. However, when I heard my wifey make fun of myself and others for hurting myself, I grabbed the a/c unit and threw it on the floor. There was a big crashed, and the a/c unit cracked in many places. Thankfully, the people I was with and I had carpet, or it would have destroyed the floor as well. My wifey was shocked, and instantaneously, she began crying. I apologized to her, and then I went to the store and purchased another a/c unit. I have never broken another a/c unit, although I believe the same violent rage whenever something similar happens. I entirely need to toil on controlling that.