I met a girl on the beach last night & she rattled my heart some, telling me that I still have a heart after being alone the past year & a half.
I was starting to feel that my heart is finished after yet another failed relationship, however meeting that girl last night tells me otherwise as I found it hard to sleep last night with her on my mind.
But she won’t be here long as she is just going to see & will be flying back to her Argentinean town in another week. Oh well, then it’ll be Heating & A/C service work again & my search for love, which never seems to want to end. Why are some people ecstatic with the one lady they met at 20 years old while people like me can never seem to keep a relationship more than three or so years? My Heating & A/C rep has been with her fiance since she was 16 & they both work together at the heating company shop & seem so ecstatic together. It gives me hope though that long term adore is still alive & that it is possible I could find the same. Working in the back warehome for the local company doesn’t give me many options to meet ladies, except for the Heating & A/C workers in the store, most of whom are married or way too old for me. Anyway, I’ll stay in touch with that girl I met on the beach because you never know where adore could come from. I’m off to look at a heat pump now for a customer, see ya!