I don’t really feel as though I actually get things done any longer.
- That’s such a taxing truth to come to terms with for the likes of me.
I have regularly prided myself in a task well done. Whether it’s my work or an interest or even my career, I regularly attempt to make the maximum effort and do it all the way. That’s the way I was raised and the way I have lived for the most part. Knowing that a task or whatever was done properly regularly made those moments of relaxation in the Heating and A/C a great deal sweeter. That just doesn’t seem to be achievable for me these days. Life is just so full of things requiring some level of my attention like regularly putting out fires. No matter what the method for the day is, I end up prioritizing those plans in order to get to everything. And that means that I do all of them less than completely. I see this setback all the time. Like with my Heating and A/C appliance, I just am not getting to it the way I should be. In our dwelling, I am the one that is responsible for the Heating and A/C appliance tasks. That means the semi annual Heating and A/C repair appointments are essentially my responsibility. The Heating and A/C air filter change is on me entirely just like making sure the HVAC vents are unplugged and the Heating and A/C cabinet outdoors is easily free of debris. Even with my lists, I just am not hitting these Heating and A/C responsibilities with the consistency they easily need. Something really must change or I’m going to start missing out on more than the Heating and A/C accountability alone.